From the Parliament

Hello, Everyone!

I would like to apologize for missing fo so long in here, but what can i say fro my defence is that my poor, old, lovely pc totally dies and i cant even start it on.. :( *sob*

I miss You much, but i just have no opportunity of writing. I am now writing from my pc at the Parliament, but i am hardly working over my research over Romanian election system and it is a though stuff since few weeks ago the Senate voted a new Election law, but i cant find almost any information about it. So, i am working on the old election law and also over few articles on the net...

I also had problems with the info about Italy, since it is not a large practice there to publish online English versions of the law provisions... But Your Eden is quite good in surfing the net, so, finally i found an English version of the Election Law of Italy too... ;) Dont ask how and where ;) All the italians i spoke about this, however, told me- dont do this! Our law sucks, politicians are all jerks... ;) But, i guess, this is the lag opinion of people everywhere around the world. Where is now the principle "Vox populi, vox Dei"? Somewhere out there...

I am now continuing with my mind raptures and hopre to see You soon!

P.S.

Yesterday i received a lettre from my judge, who told me that i did my court decisions excellent and he announced them almost with no corrections in there;) i know, i know, this is a "show off", but Youknow... the venity of women knows no limits ;)

Kisses!

Yours, *surfing on the net * Eden! ;)

Somewhere over the rainbow - Tradução Versão Thomas Newman

I would like to share this wonderful song :)
come back here , to the garden of Eden and listen to it when in need for some uneventful minutes

Smile!

Yours, Eden

Kisses of the past...

Hello, everyone! :)

Tonight i am coming here just for a while - just for sharing with You an old piece of painting i used to make in highschool. I found it at an old forum account on the net and just remembered the past... here it is..;)

I wonder where the original is?! *rollingeyes*



Eden, the *painter*

First Sunday before Lent

:)

Good evening!

Today it has been the First Sunday before Lent... I don't know where else this day is also connected with the tradition to ask forgiveness from friends and family, but for sure we have it... And we followed the tradition again and again.... as we were always doing so...

I'd like to say it also here, because there are so many people i need to beg for forgiveness... Forgive me and may God forgive us all too!.. Amen! Kisses!:)

One more thing... miracles- they don't exist! They don't happen! Not with little Eden ;) for sure ;)
I tried! i really tried! i prayed, i hoped, i wished, i restricted myself, i hold the lines and gave up pleasures of life... What else? What else could be done? When something is not written to happen.. maybe no kind of emitted positive energy does help... And i am tired. And disappointed, you know... Disappointed.. I thought i was communicating with a human being.. Actually- just a wall made by stones.. Infatti!

5th, 6th, 7th and 8th of March 2007 were ones of the happiest days in my life. It was a period of time when we changed a lot of things around us and i was so extremely devoted to my heart and loving, so happy of not pretending and of not wearing masks... I was flying with brand new wings of a perverted freedom. I don't feel sorry for those great moments. I know now how a lady deserves to be treated, how a real gentleman may act with her, how communication between male and female human beings can be in a so different level, so large, so perspective!...A male and a female can use one and the same language!!! They may even speak just the language of the gestures! Just a smile or a kiss, or a simple touch of a breath.. And hours of plenty topics discussed! And all with heads in mountain clouds... I had those static moments of a fairy tale.. I really had them! Sometimes i doubt it happened. You know, when something is so beautiful, Your eyes cant bear the vision and close.. When time goes, beautiful memories get pale and fragile, but even more precious than before, cause... with the time passing You begin to wonder- did it really happened? or it was just a dream? But the feeling inside warms You up and tiny traces reminds You of it..as a smell of a deo or a melody of a song, a picture or a t-shirt...

Few days ago Iluminada wrote me (cause we were chatting on our phones for months...) - "i deleted almost all of my phone messages..I kept only 10 of them.." Smile, my beautiful one! She was keeping her messages for to remind her her fairy love story really happened, even though covered with the ashes of time... And so do i. But still have no strength to delete the memories. And why should i?What are we without our memories? They build us as persons, they keep us trying, they hold us alive! i cant deny my happiness, my sadness,my failures, my games.. They are part of me. I forgive, but never forget.. And once a friend, i am a friend forever..
A For everything i am thankful.

On 9th March my lovely friend Iluminada has a birthday:) I wish to greet her again from here and to wish her eternal use of love drugs, cause everybody deserves that masochistic addiction ;) and to say i love her so!

Yours, Eden {in love drug abstinence}

"Our Place in Europe"

Честита Баба Марта!



Our Place in Europe
Written By Me ;)


From the dawn of civilization peoples fought for larger lands, wealth and power, but they fought for survival, too. Some of the greatest empires rose and disappeared. They sank in the abyss of eternity and infinity. And goddess Letha covered them with her waves deeply into oblivion, however, all of them had left more or less deep traces in the history of humanity. The four empires Persian, Babylonian, Alexander Macedonian’s empire and the Roman one came into being, flourished and died and together with them thousand other little and not so little kingdoms and cultures appeared and disappeared, but also many survived. One of the most ancient cultures in Europe is the Bulgarian one, which defines its significant place on the scene of the Old Continent and in the world as one of the pillars of the human progress.
As a matter of fact the Balkan Peninsula was a place, where a lot of peoples passed and left something from their habits, customs and crafts. It was a cross- road for many nations and races and finally it was a border between two totally different worlds- the Orient and Europe, as it is nowadays. So, we possess something from both of them. Consequently our nation is a blend, a mixture of representatives from most European peoples- Thracians, Slavs, Protobulgarians, Romans, Hellenics, Celts…Our roots are so far away in the Past that very few people remember them and only the experts can explain them. That’s unique, because we unite Europe in a whole. A lot of different Barbarian, Pagan and Christian habits, traditions and customs are preserved in our style of life, our point of view and our consciousness. We’re the connection with the Past, with the ancestors, the thin, but existing thread of our destiny and life on the path towards the future. Our nation combines features, memories, the spirit of the Old. We’re the heritage of the ancestors of the Old Continent. So, our place in modern Europe should be as great as our roots are.
However, some people say that the life in Bulgaria is rubbish, the standard of living is so low that nobody knows how we survive and there is no future here. A lot of people ask themselves “Should I stay or should I go? What is my fate and where is my realization at home? Will I be a man or just a poor creature in the middle of nowhere?” And most choose to leave and earn their lives anywhere else but out of Bulgaria. They know it won’t be easier, but hope to have a kind of chance and go on all over the unknown world, leaving families, friends, relationships and roots in the quest for Luck. Just like lost souls. It’s naturally for people to have pursuit of success, but you sacrifice everything you have in the sake of the aim. But, if there is another way, here, in Bulgaria? Maybe it would be harder, but didn’t our forefathers do the same thousands of years before us? And they created a glittering history. Now it is our turn to do it. If we stay here and shape our own country, based on the ancient antique virtues- fortitude, temperance, wisdom and justice, mixed with the modern way of life and the aim of mutual success, we’ll find our important place in Europe, together with the others, but mainly here, in our country, where we and our children will live in our self- made better world. But this dream will become a true only if we, ourselves are ruled by the moral principles and united by the wisdom, inherited from the mighty khan Koubrat, who had said that the strength is in the union. In that way won’t only survived, but the time will come of our rebirth from the bottom of the disappointment like a real, magic phoenix. We’ll resurrect from the ashes stronger and ready for a new conquest, a march against the Evil. So, hundreds of years ago one of our founders advised us to unite our vividness and energy for creating our state, but we should do it here, in our homeland, where the roots of the beginning are.
Now-a-days people think that the only way of surviving and achieving success and fortune is by looking after yourself at the expense of the others, because there is a competition. But there is an other, more precious than all the treasures all over the world and it’s the clear conscience and the spirit’s beauty, the inner pureness and wealth, because we shouldn’t forget what a man of wisdom said “What we do in life, echoes in eternity”. We should be lead by the soldiers of God – honour and sympathy, not by the egoistic and hideous ambitions of surviving alone- everybody saving himself from the sinking boat called Balkan manners. If we’re led by quintessence :It’s not so important my fortune, the most important is my neighbour’s misfortune”, we’re not going to find Bulgaria’s place in Europe. Yes, not yours, hers or mine, but Bulgaria’s one. Each one of us is the face of Bulgaria and its place is our place. It depends on us only and if we understand that, we’ll reach the Promised Land, because it’s said: “Help yourself, for God help you”. The most important is to be human beings and to help each other, to care about the others, to save our souls from the filth of the cruelty and pragmatism and not to be ashamed calling us Bulgarians.
In fact, what we give Europe? The Slavonic Alphabet, the Golden Age, the Bogomil’s movement, the first elements of Renaissance- the masterpiece of Bojana church...Either we being a barrier that stopped the Turkish hordes and not in the last place we were those, who saved our Jews during the World War ІІ. We are in Europe and we have our significant place there, even if there are so many people who don’t agree.

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January, 2000

The following link is the original topic where we were discussing the alternatives for the yourng Bulgarians, graduating school and choosing where to go and continue their education:

http://p201.ezboard.com/fworkshopsabodefrm1.showMessageRange?topicID=1586.topic

Baba Marta, 3rd March, 8th March......

Hello, Everyone!

I am back from Greece and whole week i am running here and there... So, i dont have much time, for which i excuse myself now...

I just wanted to greet You for Baba Marta, for 3rd March and also, the female part of You- for 8th of March! Be happy and loved! ;)

I have a lot to tell You about the carnivals in Thessaloniki and Volos, but i will do it when i put the pics on my pc... Till then i will put just one pic, for which i thank so much to Max and Galia!

I am also posting an old essay i wrote years ago, still being at school, for a local olimpiada;) I will post it in a different post!
The essay is on the topic "Out Place in Europe", dates since 2000 and i put it here at the sake of our national celebrations for 3rd March, the day of our gained freedom!Enjoy!

Here Your Eden is with her best friend from the primary school at the last salsa party in Volos



Love, Eden!

Salsa carnival in Thessaloniki ;)

Hello, Everyone!

The big day is coming! Tomorrow we, with the salsa club, we are going to Greece at the salsa carnivals at Thessaloniki and Volos! Los Pambos organizes everything and we hope we will have a great fun there! The rumors say it is always like that at Pambos' parties...

Today i was in a big rush.. It was an urgent shopping tour in a search for shoes, clothes and so on.. I was on high heels and then i had also a salsa class...so.. as a result, now i hardly feel my feet... I don't know how i will survive the next four days in constant dances on high heels :D But i have to! I must! And in between i have to have fun:d for this is the purpose of the trip after all! ;)

I hope the weather will be nice...

because of this Greece trip, i delayed the stuff in the Parliament and i actually don't really know when i will do the stuff for there..i have to do it for Tuesday evening... the meeting is on Wednesday morning... I also have cases in court... Such a mess! And who even mentions the Italian? The exam is coming and i am so sooooooooo lating with studying... But! i will arrange thing when in return..

I have to prepare the luggage now! So, i leave You! But please, don't forget Your little Eden of the graden.. She will think about You even in Greece ;) while dancing in the salsa sounds! ;)

Kisses!

Yours, Eden!