четвъртък, 28 февруари 2008 г.
The big day is coming! Tomorrow we, with the salsa club, we are going to Greece at the salsa carnivals at Thessaloniki and Volos! Los Pambos organizes everything and we hope we will have a great fun there! The rumors say it is always like that at Pambos' parties...
Today i was in a big rush.. It was an urgent shopping tour in a search for shoes, clothes and so on.. I was on high heels and then i had also a salsa class...so.. as a result, now i hardly feel my feet... I don't know how i will survive the next four days in constant dances on high heels :D But i have to! I must! And in between i have to have fun:d for this is the purpose of the trip after all! ;)
I hope the weather will be nice...
because of this Greece trip, i delayed the stuff in the Parliament and i actually don't really know when i will do the stuff for there..i have to do it for Tuesday evening... the meeting is on Wednesday morning... I also have cases in court... Such a mess! And who even mentions the Italian? The exam is coming and i am so sooooooooo lating with studying... But! i will arrange thing when in return..
I have to prepare the luggage now! So, i leave You! But please, don't forget Your little Eden of the graden.. She will think about You even in Greece ;) while dancing in the salsa sounds! ;)
вторник, 26 февруари 2008 г.
How Are You? I hope everything there is well! I am just about to go for the court.. But before that i wanted to mention the day today- 26th of February.. The reason is simple :) Today it gets a whole month since i began my fight with pleasures of life... It's been a hard work to resist my quitting... especially with the caffee. Believe me or not, but of all 4 point, the caffee was the hardest to resist and to survive without.. Don't laugh at me :) But i really fell asleep in the very court chamber, and not even once, but much more! Then comes the 4th point.. But It was hard just at one particular moment of the period and then... i understood that i am actually able to resist :) The cigs are next... Third position- it's not bad, is it?! ;) For people, who know me, perfectly well understand the achievement of this 3rd place.. :) The last, 4th position comes for the sweets...I quited them...all successfully.. I didn't miss them much, maybe just a little ;)
A common result- i didn't save money from the cigs.. just because i was spending much more for food:) I am hungry the whole day long :D And i am not sure if it is because of the lack of the cigs or of the lack of the sweets... i should ask a Doc.
As a future result i can say that i am planning to continue this experiment with myself and to see if during a longer period of time I will be able to achieve more results, more success and... constant even..
But, as an award for well resisted quits, i will skip this week and use it as a "rest" of the angel-like-appearance of mine ;) At the end of the week i am going to Greece and just want to taste the pleasures of life without restraints, just till next week.. After a week i am going to begin again- till next 26th... :)
It's time to go for the court, palls! So, see You soon and wish You a nice day!
I need my friend back!...
петък, 22 февруари 2008 г.
I can't believe it! It's 11am and i am still at home! :) These last weeks were so busy for me that i was getting out home every and each morning at 7-8 am in the MMMornings... Not that i wasn't supposed to go out early in the morning today too... It will be a big day- for a first time i will help my Civil Law judge for writing court orders and motives... which is a bit scary, isn't it?! I wanted to go early in the morning for in the afternoon to go at library and study words.. But i was too exhausted to wake up after the alarm..Impossible!
yesterday was such a long day! In the morning i had a working meeting at the Parliament. A new legislative research is beginning and i will be a part of it. The titular will be Mira Yanova, who is a sociologist, one of the most famous in Bulgaria.. And the research is about the Electoral Systems of EU countries and US.. We had a long meeting, almost a lecture. I knew most of the stuff, because i have attended such courses with my Second Major, and also from the Constitutional Law... But i have two books to read. And also i was given to research for the legislations of Italy and Romania.. I shouldn't mention the fact that i am attending an Italian language course in the weekends! :/
After the so long meeting at the Parliament, i went tot he library, i studied some, but then i had a meeting with my colleagues and we ate so much! So filled i went to the dance class and we had an exhausting rehearsal! But the salsa carnival is coming and we should be quite good... I have to go also on Sunday for a rehearsal, cause i have to know the choreography... and i am so poor there1 I missed a lot of rehearsals last month and... :/
So... now i leave You and wish You a nice day!
сряда, 20 февруари 2008 г.
понеделник, 18 февруари 2008 г.
Emotion, which one are you?
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|You scored as You are way too sad...cheer up dude..|
Dude, being sad isn't everything. If you sad...you could always draw little smiley faces on your notebook paper and turn it in to the teacher at school, heh..it works..
четвъртък, 14 февруари 2008 г.
I wish You all the love that could be produced by a human being to surround You all the time! :)
And for those, who are single.. cheers! cin cin! A la votre! Наздраве! It is a nice occasion for a glass of vino rosso ;)
сряда, 6 февруари 2008 г.
The problems with my monitor are just getting more and more complicating.. i don't know when and if i am going to be able to use the pc on the next day.. But, as people say, the essence of life is in the unknown situations... :)
Last days i am completely ruined from the early kicking-out-of-the-bed, the lack of caffee and the tones of new words, rules, grammar and etc... Finally the practice in the court has begun! And obviously those of You , who know me well, know that i am a night person and i usually never wake up early in the morning.. Well.. now i have to do it cause if i want to have time for studying italian and also fulfilling the practice at the court, i have to go in the mornings there and in the afternoons- in the library.. bad thing is that i quited the cigs and also the caffee, and the sweets... The result is that today Your Eden just laid her head on the desk and fell asleep.. for some minues, indeed, but!!!
So, as an official report of my own experiment, data is: 2nd week- missing caffee the most, then the 4th pleasure, then the cigs, and at last- the sweets.
For an award i went by my own at a the theatre and again i watched the play of @lma@lter, called "Impossible You, impossible Me".. The two actresses are Snejka and Petia. I am watching this play for a 5th time i believe and i still like it.. :) It is a nice one and i really recommend it by all my heart! It is a nice place to forget about your problems, to "touch" other people's positive energy, to mix up with joyful souls... And i don't understand the principle that we always have to go at the theatre in couples! Why? Last months i used to go and watch plays by my own... Do i need someone else for to have pleasure of the play? Of course no! As if to say that the only place to talk with God is the Chirch.. No, of course. So, i enjoy the plays alone, and i feel even better.. For when i go there with someone else, i am always thinking- if He/She is gonna like the play which i chose, and so and so... When i choose it by my own, the only obligation is with me only;)
I guess the lonely life of a single girl turns me into an egoist..
I spent the previous week at home, with a book, brought by Oggi, whom i thank so much. The book is one of the novels of John Norman. Obviously this author is widely famous out of Bulgaria. He is the author f the Gorean saga, fantasy genre of literature, of which saga i have 4 books :) The first one was even translated in Bulgarian and it is called "Tarnsman of Gor". The one i rad 2-3 times during the last week was completely different from the first one.. The book i am talking about is called "Slave girl of Gor" and even though it is an awkward story with a weird elations in there, i may say that this is THE ultimative love story! The most painful and hurting love story i have ever read about.. It made me even cry at some pages, which is a lot...for a fantasy genre! After reading it i felt devastated.. I don't know why.. Maybe i saw a piece of me there.. It's always like this- the things we love and hate the most are just those in which we recognize ourselves and nothing more...
This book also made me remember the bitter sweet lesson.. That if something doesnt work, no matter how strongly You try, it is just not meant to work.. The same with the people we meet. If a relationship with someone didn't work, no matter how much You tried to save it, how much You sacrificed, evidently he wasn't the right guy ;) Or maybe He was the right guy but not in the right moment and the right time, the right life even! As the heroine of the book - Dina and her lover- Clitus Vitellius (i won't comment the names;)) He felt he began to care of her, to love her and He left her at the mercy of Destiny... Just because he was afraid that the love for a girl would make the Strong Warrior too submissive, i guess... After years, after tones of accidents they met again and he again left her helpless... Just when She got used to that :D He appeared and accepting His feelings, let them be together, accepting the fears... I guess.. men are much more into tkaing rational decisions than are women.. Just compare the levels of emotions, the content of hormones of stress, and You will understand that We, the ladies, we are just unable to listen the mind when the heart is talking.. And maybe this is our charm and our virtue at all! Who can say for sure?! ;)
At the end - Dina and her Warrior stopped running away from the fears and faced them... They were meant to be together.. And maybe we all are meant to be together with those we broke with.. just not here, not now, not in this life and century... But one day, on this or on the other side, we'll be together again, happy together, as one whole.. :) And there will be no secrets between us, just two hearts beating as one.
петък, 1 февруари 2008 г.
How are You? I hope everything there is alright! As friends usually do, i do care about You, my friends, and i wish You all well! :)
i am again begging humbly for an apology for i haven't been here for so long! But as You know- my lovely monitor jokes all the time with me and i can hardly use the pc... Monitor is begging for a rest..
A lot of things happened since i wrote You for a last time.. but most important- on 26th of January it got an entire month from the last word i "heard" from my best friend of the time.. I wrote Him - He gave no sign.. Anyway, i didn't expect it. But i miss the friend.. indeed.
On the same date i took a very important decision - 3 in 1... well.. 4 in 1, but the 4th one will be a secret;) *blush* Everybody has tiny secrets;) For those, who know me well, the coming news will be interesting, bet, and at least a few of raised brows ;)
But i dont know how to begin.. well... i'll make an experiment till the 26th day of the next month and will also report the obvious, first hand results.. See now in no order of appearance;)
1. i quit the cigs
2. i quit the caffee
3.i quit the sugar
4.i quit another pleasure of life :)
I will report the results over the first three point :)
Cross fingers to succeed:)
And with God's help, i hope my wish to come true by quitting the pleasures of life as a sacrifice at the sake of a dream to turn into reality.. Please, God, help! Amen.
I need my friend back... Nothing else. Just the friend. Amen!
Since i haven't drunk caffee and smoked cigarettes since 27th of January, what i have to report now is that i dont miss the cigarettes at all! But i terribly miss the caffee, especially in the library, when i am going in the library to study for il corso d'italiano after the court practice (which has begun 2 days ago)... I am just falling asleep!!! can You imagine? It's impossible to believe it! But a pure fact! I dont miss the cigs, but the caffee! A result: i am conjugating verbs and hardly keeping my eyes open... As it is now!
Yours, Eden :)