петък, 25 януари 2008 г.


They told me- forget! don't call! don't write! don't humiliate yourself anymore! He doesnt deserve you! if You give Him even one more sign of your love, He would just tell to Himself - "again this irritating slut!"! Do you want someone to think about you like this? To treat you like this? More of this humiliation?!!
He betrayed you at your birthday! Only this is enough for never to return to this page! Do you like to be humiliated?!! Are you sane? Dig out just a piece of dignity, if you please!

But what is "humiliation"? What is "offence"? "Insult"?
NOTHING! Noone can humiliate me or to insult me if not me to accept it and allow it, only! And why? As my favourite philosopher and writer Berdiaev says - i can never be insulted or humiliated, just because everything good in me is given to me by God, and everything bad is my own mistake, my own false... The only one that can offend me indeed is me only...

Do You know the legend about Orpheus and Euridice? Nice one... For those of You who don't remember it, i promise i will retell it soon, so, take a look over here from time to time, cause You could miss it;) And it is maybe the best fairy tale for the real love, the devoted one..when you are forgetting yourself, but he/she is also forgetting him/herself too for one another...

As it is said- a woman doesn't need any other name, just one- to be named by Him "Euridice"

Lot of kisses, Eden!

4 коментара:

niki каза...

Jacques Brel

(the most sad french love song I've ever listen - he sing and cry singing... humiliation?)

Ne me quitte pas
Il faut oublier
Tout peut s'oublier
Qui s'enfuit déjà
Oublier le temps
Des malentendus
Et le temps perdu
A savoir comment
Oublier ces heures
Qui tuaient parfois
A coups de pourquoi
Le coeur du bonheur
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

Moi je t'offrirai
Des perles de pluie
Venues de pays
Où il ne pleut pas
Je creuserai la terre
Jusqu'après ma mort
Pour couvrir ton corps
D'or et de lumière
Je ferai un domaine
Où l'amour sera roi
Où l'amour sera loi
Où tu seras reine
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

Ne me quitte pas
Je t'inventerai
Des mots insensés
Que tu comprendras
Je te parlerai
De ces amants-là
Qui ont vu deux fois
Leurs coeurs s'embraser
Je te raconterai
L'histoire de ce roi
Mort de n'avoir pas
Pu te rencontrer
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

On a vu souvent
Rejaillir le feu
D'un ancien volcan
Qu'on croyait trop vieux
Il est paraît-il
Des terres brûlées
Donnant plus de blé
Qu'un meilleur avril
Et quand vient le soir
Pour qu'un ciel flamboie
Le rouge et le noir
Ne s'épousent-ils pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

Ne me quitte pas
Je ne vais plus pleurer
Je ne vais plus parler
Je me cacherai là
A te regarder
Danser et sourire
Et à t'écouter
Chanter et puis rire
Laisse-moi devenir
L'ombre de ton ombre
L'ombre de ta main
L'ombre de ton chien
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas
Ne me quitte pas

in english... not the same thing but:

Don't leave me
Let's forget
For all can be forgotten
Which is gone by already
Forget the time
Of misunderstandings
and the time lost
finding out how
to forget those hours
which sometimes killed
by blows of why
the heart of happiness
Don't leave me

I will give you
pearls of rain
come from countries
where it never rains
I will dig up the earth
even in death
to cover your body
with gold and with light
I will make a kingdom
where love shall be king
where love shall be law
where you shall be queen
Don't leave me

Don't leave me
I shall invent
senseless words
which you will understand
I shall tell you
about those lovers
who saw twice their hearts
go up in flames
I shall tell you
the story of this king dead
for not having succeeded
in finding you
Don't leave me

One has often seen
burst anew the fire
of an old volcano
believed to be spent
There are, it is said,
scorched lands
yielding more wheat
than the best of April.
And when evening comes
to make the sky flare up
don't the black and the red wed?
Don't leave me

Don't leave me
I'll weep no more
I'll speak no more
I'll hide right here
to look at you
dance and smile
to listen to you sing
and then laugh
Let me become
the shadow of your shadow
the shadow of your hand
the shadow of your dog,
but don't leave me
Don't leave me

... humiliation? haha YES but it's so beautiful

Eden каза...

merci beaucoup, ma puce;)
it was really beautiful:)
i oshte poveche- blagodarq ti za prevoda na angliiski:)

niki каза...

mais de rien choupinette! j'aime bien le sujet hehe pisti za razmisul :)

jalko za mizernia mi angliiski


Eden каза...

mizeren?! nali znaesh za skromnostta:) a i jelanieto e nai- vajno:)

bisu, sis ;)